I can't even think about leaving in less than 3 weeks. Shiiiit! Everyone's talking about being so excited about going home or school being over, but I just don't want it to be. The only reason I'm looking forward to the summer is for The Wiz & knowing that on September 6th I will be in fucking LONDON. Seriously, if that thought can't motivate me to deal with my job at Shaw's I don't know what will.

I've had a really great two weeks or something. Lots of random, fun, silly, happy, entertaining, original, once in a lifetime moments.

I just can't deal with the fact that I won't be seeing a good 90% of my closest friends until January after I leave in two weeks. It's gonna be hard, a lot harder than last year because it's for such a longer time AND I'm so much closer to so many people now. But, the light at the end of the tunnel, if you will, is like superhugewickedawesomehuuuuuge so... yes. Plus, I think I'm in a better state of mind to go home than I was last summer. Let's just say 2004-2005 was uh, rough for me.

And now, a random quote.

it's a question of finding a new window
of opportunity
of always being ready
of always doing research
of committing yourself to
the rehearsal
the training
the practicing
for when that
one golden moment
shines --Frozen [which I can't find my copy of.]