and you smell like apple candy ([info]amoureuse) wrote,
@ 2006-04-02 10:31:00
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I'm playing Rent lotto tonight with a friend from school & I think Caitlin's playing too... so if any of you NYC ladies are around to help with that, that would be cooool.

I had a dream last night. I was somewhere that was representative of Adelphi, with all the theatre majors. There was one booth that looked like the booth in Post we always sit at before classes Mon-Thurs. For some reason I just started sobbing & Sam Adams was like what's wrong & I said that I suddenly realizes that there was one day left before I said goodbye to everyone until January. Now, reality, we don't have one day left, but it really kinda feels like that, since time seems to be going sooo fast & all the seniors are sooo busy & I feel like in some ways we're all falling apart a bit in terms of keeping relationships up. We're all to blame, but communication here blows now, & I feel that nothing's going to be the same, & that when I come back to Adelphi in January it's going to be so weird.

Anyway, just a thought. It's so gorgeous this morning, I couldn't sleep once I woke up.



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[info]kolokea
2006-04-02 04:32 pm UTC (link)
every new semester, and ESPECIALLY every new year here... always feels so different and weird. just the dynamic from losing some people and gaining others, it always feels really strange. especially if some of the ones who left were your best friends. it feels a bit empty without them. like you spent all your time investing in their friendship which was awesome, but now that they're gone you're left among people who you don't really know as well, who already have their own cliques and you're on the outside. but old people come back and visit sometimes or you see them at other places, and among the new people there can be some real gems (like you cutie!)

so expect the change, don't be afraid of it.

hehe what's REEALLY strange is when you look around your senior class, and see that 7 new people have been added, and everyone else was with you since freshman year... and yet, more than 7 other people have left in the meantime. but that's life.
changes are always unsettling (good or bad)
luv you dove

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[info]thanxngoodnight
2006-04-03 03:24 am UTC (link)
That icon makes me sad because it doesnt say that the person who took the picture makes you so happy.

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